Hard to smile
- About Me
- Brainstorms
- Heartstorms
- Chapter 1–A New Life
- Chapter 2–The First Heartstorm
- Chapter 3–A “New Year’s” Heart Storm
- Chapter 4–A Month of Downs, Ups and Downs
- Christmas Letter 2014
- Chapter 5–Better Days with the Help of Friends
- Chapter 6–Marching through March
- Chapter 7–Three Steps Forward; One Step Backward
- Chapter 8–Six Months and Surviving
- Chapter 9–I Just Might Make It
- Chapter 10–But Who Will Take Care of Me?
- Chapter 11–Emotions That I’m Not Proud Of
- Chapter 12–If I Step Back And Look, I Can See That I Am Growing
- 13–One More Month
- Chapter 14—The End of the “Firsts”
- Chapter 15–One Year and Still Struggling
- Chapter 16–Over the Edge
- Chapter 17–Baby Steps–Small Baby Steps
- Chapter 18–Gradually Healing
- Chapter 19–Cleaning and Having Fun
- Chapter 20–It Has Become Hum-Drum
- Chapter 21–A Tangled Mess
- Chapter 22–Treasures, Trials, and a Tribute
- Chapter 23–Little Things and Big Events
- 24–Scabs, bleeding and healing
- 25–A Wedding, a Trip, and More Grief
- 26–Can it be Two Years?
- De-Livered
- The Principal
- The Grandma
- Hymns with Glenda
- Storyworth
Brainstorms 
